I want someone beside me
Who I can trust and can love me
I want someone to hold me
Who I can cry and laugh with me
I could give you the world
Whatever you want
I could take you to the sun
And next day be in Rome
Heal my old lungs
From the ashes and [Bm] smoke
I can't ɾeally breathe
Set my [A] self free
I'm going up and [Bm] down
In my [A] head there's a countdown
A thought that goes around my [A] head
And tɾy to [C7] kill me now
I've lost too many friends
They just want see me dead
They want to [C7] see me in pain
To make matter worse
Having them [A] lost oh no
I'm so afraid of aging
Do you [A7] wanna see me bleeding
Do you [A7] know how many ɾisks I'm Taking
Do you [A7] know how hard it's Breathing
F*ck everyone
F*ck my [A] memories
I wanna forget
Gimme my [A] lobotomy
I wanna die before this January
I want to [C7] kill what's inside of me
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